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12 January 2010 @ 05:00 pm
hello livejournal. long time no talk.

i turned 19 on the 1st
my grandfather passed away the 5th.
we have a new car.
i want a new job already.
i love my room mate.
why do i want this guy? does he even want me?
i start college next week, im horrified.
the keg water bin in my kitchen smells like rotten milk and piss.
i have bills and absolutely no money.

this is life i suppose.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: LMFAO-shots
30 January 2009 @ 11:30 pm
i don't even talk to anyone on this anymore.
Current Mood: coldcold
01 January 2009 @ 09:12 am
i'm going to be completely honest.

FUCK 2008.putting my grandfather in the hospital for new years eve.... thanks 2008.

2009 is looking good. I AM 18. and i love it. it started great with people i love and would never trade for anything.<3
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
29 December 2008 @ 04:08 pm
i love love love love love love


Current Mood: chipperchipper
04 December 2008 @ 05:21 pm

23 November 2008 @ 04:04 am
i want to go horseback riding.
Current Music: bigcitydreams- Dare4distance
15 November 2008 @ 11:20 pm
i never felt so close to people than i did tonight with the drama cast && crew.

i miss it already.

how can i say goodbye to band?

i have no clue...
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
01 October 2008 @ 08:43 pm
basically my world is closing in as we speak. i have no idea how i'm going to get through this year.

lets wing this, shall we.
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Good Charlotte - Motivation Proclamation
20 September 2008 @ 12:23 pm
9-8-08 RIP Scott Smith
9-19-08 RIP Roscoe

Between my grandmother passing away...and Scott passing away, and now finding out about Lily's pup passing away...I just can't stand all this death. I'm so drawn out from it all.

Scott was a 38 husband/father of 2. I hung out with his sons when i first moved here...When i felt the least accepted, his family opened their arms to mine. He battled with cancer off and on and was one of the strongest people i know. He passed away of a heart attack monday night...His sons are in 6th grade and 9th grade. I can't even imagine how it is for them. They're in my prayers.

I go to Delaware a bit to visit my moms best friend, Lily. She is a huge animal lover. She had this dog named Roscoe....He was a reallllly old golden retreiver. We thought it was just old age that was getting to him...Come to find out (yesterday) that he had lung cancer. So she put him down....RIP Roscoe<33

All these things tie into cancer. I am so sick and tired of cancer. Why does it get the best of us? Take the best people/animals away.

they always say things come in 3's. Well it can stop now, because i don't know how much more i can handle.
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
29 August 2008 @ 03:43 pm
So today was a bad/good day. My dogs were galavanting plymouth because they ran out of my house at 2am...SO YEAH. i've been crying and freakin out and everything...because they are my absolute babies. i love my animals<3

i ended up getting them back, thank god. i was horrified...keilbasa festival is right down my street...lots of traffic. i was so scared. but they are back home<333333333333333333333333333333333

Mr tosh was amazing...he let me use his cell phone in the hall to call my mom that was in delaware today during school before 3rd period. i was able to get a early out so i can go hunt for my puppies. He was amazing...i can't thank him enough for letting me do what i needed to do...if it weren't for him, i probably wouldn't have been able to find my dogs when i did. I went up and down main street all afternoon and gave my number out to many people if they saw my dogs. i came back to school because i did all i could do...and plus i had to help pack the truck...so i was in school..and i got a phonecall from one of the ladies at a stand, i was able to run across plymouth and round my dogs up. then come back to school.

You truely realize how much your animals comfort you everyday..when they aren't there for you to pet in the morning before you run off to school. I hope this never happens to anyone, because it's one of the most awful feelings ever to feel like your loosing your best friends.

i have had such a up and down day. i am so happy i have a football game tonight. i need this.
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful